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This is pretty wrong.....

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Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||| 16%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||| 16%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||| 16%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
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sadness fills the air

My uncle passed away saturday from stomach cancer, it hurts really bad mostly since there wont be a funeral or anything like that and it hurts knowing i wont be able to say goodbye even if i wanted to.................. i just wish i could say goodbye...............but i cant, Being at school doesnt help ether having to be at classes while im crying non stop and trying to hide it by not talking to anyone and that doesnt work then people figure out somethings wrong and you say something and the tears come bursting out of your eyes like a waterfall and they wont stop, and i just want to stop crying and but its hard mostly since i have to get through this on my own i think i came to school so i wouldnt have to go through it alone.... but i dont know if thats gonna help while im sitting at home staring at the wall wondering where life is gonna take me next and what its gonna face me with.............
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    depressed depressed

I want the warm weather already..........

Its so cold outside mostly with all this artic air coming in and all that its freezing i just want warm sun shine..........

Everything has been pretty eventful lately, mostly everythings been looking up for me, i dumped the guy i was with along time ago and ever since i broke it off ive felt so much better, and ive been out having a good time lately, hanging with alot of my friends its nice and this summer seems like its going to be so much better then last summer, I mean Steven and i are friends again and his new girlfriend is awesome, and ashely and jimmy and all that and some new friends its going to be awesome, im going to ocean shores this summer with a group of people and camping there and stuff and ive never done that before ive gone to ocean shores but i never camped there before, And I'll be 19 in 4 months so im counting that down but i feel like im getting old i mean seriously once u turn 18 you realize when ur close to 19 your life just moves so much faster and it doesnt linger like it did before i was 18 it just now its like a light speed process and next thing ill know ill be like 25 scary thought on my part.

But i like how everythings been going for me lately and im really happy with that. I dont have anymore drama anymore and its nice, well while its gone its nice but if it comes back it wont be....drama only goes away for a little while but eventually makes its way back. I missed the Aerosmith concert last night, but im looking forward to The Bon Jovi concert im going 2 and im gonna take ashely with me im so excited about that its in march and i cant wait and April im gonna see fall out boy so thats gonna be fun, I am kinda sad i dont have to money to see Dave sheppell(sp) sunday that would be alot of fun..

I still cant believe the Movie Final Destination 3 i went and saw that omg its so intence and i liked it better then the first 2, So its worth seeing i think but the movie when a stranger calls i didnt like it but other people might but i didnt like it at all i thought it was a waste of cash but oh well it happends, Im counting down for the new pirates moving coming out i cant wait to see that and Ultra Violet i cant wait to see that ether.

Everyone has been coming to me alot more for advice lately and its been interesting, I like knowing people know they can count on me for giving them good advice that makes me feel good about myself.....

I dont really know what else to say i just had to get some stuff out of my head and so i guess im jsut done
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    excited Cold

Things i do

Well i got back wtih josh, i had some time to think and i thought i should give it another chance even though i have all this stuff going on i should at least give it a chance, so we are together again, And i hope he will respect my request as i am his on changes we want, The only problem i have is im having Robert(an oldfriend/Exboyfriend) taking me to my doctors appointment, and he says he trust me but he doesnt trust him cause he hasnt met him and i said to him ya know u can trust me thats all that matters and if u keep talking about how u cant trust him then ur saying u cant trust me which makes me mad cause hes bring his past relationships into it and thinking im gonna pull one of them and im not, Hopefully he will realize that i dont do that to people and he needs to see that cause i dont need him getting jealous of me hanging with guy friends he doesnt know, I mean theres alot of guy friends he doesnt know and might not meet cause thats just how they are they dont like meeting new people or anything, but ya, hopefully he can get over that jealousness cause i already made it clear that i have hella guy friends and he cant get jealous over it, so hopefully he does, cause my friend Casey is coming up soon to see me from california so yeah, and my friend aarron and Jeremy i promised them id go to the casino and play bingo with them and i dont want him to get mad about that ether and yeah, Mostly since the summer is coming back im gonna be clubbing again soon......

Hopefully he gets over it and realizes everythings cool and not to think of me as his ex girlfriends cause i hate being compaired to other people like that, and i hate when people assume im gonna do something like that and its not cool at all

In other news, ill be going back to North Carolina again, but the choice now is whether or not im coming back i got accepted to go to college there but im sure that would be an akward moment, but thats a choice i have to make soon, and my fathers been more of a father lately which is a big change for me cause he usually isnt,

And i am so pissed off at the Refs at the Seahawk game they should of won the superbowl and instead that damn ref called that play and it wasnt a touch down it wasnt at all, it didnt even hit the line, it was outside of it. And they took away our touch down what kinda bullshit was that, I think that game was paid off or something cause that was so much bullshit, i couldnt stand it, anywayz i had to bitch about it, jsut for a min..............
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    cranky cranky

Sadness over comes half the world

Well i broke up with my boyfrined yesterday, It just wasnt working out so i ended it he said he was fine and he acted alright and i believed him till he peeled out of my driveway and sped away that made it even more hard to believe that he was ok, I asked if we could still be friends and he said yeah he guesses just hes gonna avoid me for a couple of days and i felt bad but its just i have so much going on and my uncles dying to stomach cancer and my father wants me to come down again and i have to get another job or im gonna get kicked out of the house and i cant manage all that right now and he said he understood. Anywayz i dont really know what else to say just that i feel bad about what happend.
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    exhausted exhausted

Things are getting out of controil.........................

Everything has been hectic, ive been hella stressed out lately, So much is going on, Dealing with so much drama and crap i dont wanna deal with anymore.

~~~~ I just wish i knew where everything was going, I really have no idea where my life is taking me, I just wish i knew, Im going to California this summer, and ive had that planned for along time.~~~~~

~~~~~ Josh got pissed off at me last night, I went and saw a movie Annapolis i think is how its spelled, but i went to see that last night with my friend and her fiance and my friend Steven and his new girlfriend which im so happy lizz is gone, cause Stevens been my best friend forever and im still having that party, Cause she got dropped on her ass hahhahhahhahhhahahahahahahahahahahahah, Anywayz, He got all pissed off cause i saw that without him and hes been getting mad at me for hanging with my friends lately i hang wtih him all the time i just wanted to see my friends, its not my fault he was bored and i didnt wanna invite him to go see the movie cause i was with him all weekend and i wanted to be with my friends i didnt see a problem with that, I dunno hes just acting weird and he wont tell me whats wrong..... so i dont know whats going on......... Oh well im not gonna worry about it, i have too much stuff going on right now...................................~~~~
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    irritated irritated

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Friday the 13th one of my favorite days,

Something is gonna happen today, i dont know what but i think something will happen, If something does im wondering what will happen, but every friday the 13th something always happends ether to me or someone i know. so ill have to wait and see but i cant wait to figure out whats gonna happen, and my days just getting started...................................................................................................

(mostly if that Black Cat myth was true, id be in for it considering i own a pure black cat)
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    giggly giggly